I've faced some pretty brutal disappointments recently. It doesn't look like this job I wanted at KE is going to happen. I'm horribly torn right now wondering, do I have to accept starting over from the bottom again, or should I be fighting it and keep reaching for something better? Color me confused at this point. And annoyed.
I guess all I can do is all I can do. Just keep trying and running at that wall until it breaks. One way or another.
I've still got plenty of other opportunity to chase so I suppose that's the story I should be focused on. It's tough though.